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Sleep, I fear you. For I may dream of what might have been, and then wake up to find it all gone, all but a painful reminder of how we can never be. I apologize if you read this and it upsets you, for my intentions are nothing of the sort. This is the only place where I can vent my pain. Even my beloved Gorillaz can't make me smile. Friends, who I would enjoy the company of now, remain illusive for some reason, even those who have nothing to do don't seem to care. "Beauty fades with time, but happiness is everlasting. Find someone who is beautiful, and you'll love her but for a moment. Find someone who makes you happy and you'll love her forever. I was lucky to find someone who was both".